The fact is that the majority of our thoughts and actions are on autopilot. This isn’t necessarily a bad thing either. Our habits, routines, impulses, and reactions carry us through our lives so we don’t have to stop and think about it every time we wipe our ass or start a car.
The problem is when we’re on autopilot for so long that we forget we’re on autopilot. Because when we’re not even aware of our own habits, routines, impulses, and reactions, then we no longer control them so they control us.
The problem is when are on autopilot for so long that we forget we are on autopilot. Because when were not even aware of our own habits, routines, impulses, and reactions, then we no longer control them so they control us.
This is the “what if” scenario. We’ve all had one of those experiences that causes us to just hit the bottle and ignore it as we look back at our own actions. Just be aware of your own thoughts, routines, and patterns. If you don’t, you’re going to run yourself and your actions into the ground.
I can’t remember the last time I had to face up to my own actions. I think it must have been a few years ago when I tried to drive a car and crashed it. I had a concussion and I went into a coma for five days. Of course, I remember the fact that it was the most stressful year of my life. I remember the year before that too, when I spent three months in a coma after my house burned down.
I know that I’ve had a lot of problems in my life. I am not sure what the number one problem that I’ve had was. I think it was the fact that I would never have the courage to face up to my problems in a way that was honest and open. That’s one thing I learned from my father, who was an alcoholic and was also a very strong person. He was the kind of person who told everyone he loved that he loved them.
I love my dad and would do anything for him but I just don’t think I could face up to my problems and have true forgiveness because there are too many things in my life that would ruin my life.
Thats a good reason to go for a full blown anger management program and see if that helps at least a little bit. It may not help your dad, who I assume is dead, but it will keep you away from a lot of trouble.
I’m not sure if that’s the real reason, but it’s the reason I think about these things. I don’t know what any of it means, but I know it’s not good and that it makes me sad.
I had a client who had a problem with a provider, and I helped her with it for a while. It was a few months before she finally got a real provider and got the help she needed without her having to suffer through it all over again. I also had a client who was having bad luck with her internet provider. They had a horrible network, but because of a few things, she had no service at all.